What I Have Been Writing the Past Ten Months

When I look back over the last ten months of my writing, I do not see just a list of blog posts. I see pieces of my life, offered one by one to the world. I see my memories, my aging body, my gratitude, my losses, and the quiet daily habit of sitting down and telling the truth as best I can.

I have been writing this way for a long time now, but in these recent months the writing has felt especially close to my heart. Perhaps that is because I am older now, and time itself feels more precious. Perhaps it is because I have learned that what matters most is not what we have owned or achieved, but what we have remembered, loved, and carried forward in our hearts.

So much of what I have written has come from my own life. I have thought about my years as a husband, a father, grand father, a Federal Public (FDA) servant, a Filipino immigrant, and a man who has seen enough of life to know that every season brings both blessings and burdens. I have remembered the long companionship of marriage, the sorrow of loss, the comfort of routine, and the strength that comes from continuing even when the body grows weaker.

Living alone has also shaped my writing. It is a different kind of life, but not a barren one. There are quiet hours when the house is still and memory becomes a companion. There are mornings when I am reminded that I am still here, still able to think, still able to write, still able to notice the small gifts of another day. Loneliness has touched me, as it touches nearly everyone at some point, but it has not claimed me. My days are still filled with meaning because I keep company with my thoughts, my memories, and the discipline of daily blogging.

I have also written often about aging, not as an enemy, but as a teacher. My body reminds me of its limits now more than it once did. I live with the realities of illness and the slowing of age. But even this has taught me something valuable: life is not made meaningful by youth alone. In fact, there is a special clarity that comes in old age, when one can no longer pretend that time is endless. One becomes more honest, more grateful, and perhaps more loving too.

My autobiography has naturally found its way into my blog because my life and my writing cannot be separated. I write about where I came from, what I endured, whom I loved, what I learned, and how those experiences shaped the man I am today. To write autobiographically is not to boast. It is to witness one’s own life with care. It is to say, “This happened. This mattered. I was here.”

And still, even with all these years behind me, I remain curious. I still wonder about the soul, about science and faith, about suffering and meaning, about why human beings are able to endure so much and still find beauty in the world. That curiosity keeps me alive in spirit. It reminds me that I am still a student of life, even now.

If my writing has become more intimate, it is because my life has become more inward. I no longer need to speak loudly to feel that I am being heard. I only need to write truthfully. My hope is that readers from many places, and from many walks of life, may find something familiar in my words,  a loss they have known, a gratitude they recognize, a memory they cherish, or a quiet strength they thought they had forgotten.

These last ten months have not been about producing content. They have been about preserving a life in words. They have reminded me that every person carries a story worth telling, and that even in the later chapters, there is still tenderness, still reflection, still love.

And that is why I continue to write. I write because memory deserves a home. I write because love should not disappear when a voice grows older. I write because the details of an ordinary life can become extraordinary when they are passed on with honesty and care.

Someday, when I am no longer here, I hope my words will remain as a small but lasting trace of who I was: a husband, a father, a grand and great grandfather, a Filipino immigrant, a man shaped by work and faith and family, a writer who tried to make meaning out of the years given to him and a scientist and public servant for more than a decade. 

If my blog leaves behind anything of value, let it be this,  that a life lived with gratitude, reflection, and love is never lost. It continues in the memories of those who read it, in the hearts of those who knew it, and in the quiet legacy of a story honestly told.

Here are five major news items trending today, April 12, 2026:

1. NASA’s Artemis II crew returned to Houston after a historic 10-day moon mission. The mission is being celebrated as a major milestone in the U.S. lunar program.

2. A suspect was arrested after a Molotov cocktail was thrown at OpenAI CEO Sam Altman’s home. CNN reported the arrest late Friday, and the case is drawing national attention.

3. Britain put the Chagos Islands handover deal on hold after the Trump administration withdrew support. AP reports the move has stalled a major diplomatic agreement.

4. Allies are withdrawing support from Eric Swalwell’s California governor campaign after sexual assault allegations surfaced. The story has quickly become a major California political development.

5. U.S.-Iran tensions remain front and center after collapsed talks and a worsening ceasefire situation. Reuters and NPR both highlight the fallout, including Trump’s remarks and market concerns

   
   

The Pope Call for Peace

A Pope’s Call for Peace

There are moments in public life that stop me because they feel larger than politics. The rise of Pope Leo XIV, the first American pope, is one of those moments. And when I hear him speak about peace in a world still pulsing with fear, conflict, and pride, I cannot help but feel that he is saying something that reaches beyond religion and beyond headlines.

What moves me most is not simply that he is a pope, or that he is American, or even that he has spoken with such clarity about war. It is that he seems to be speaking from a place of deep moral urgency. He is not trying to win an argument. He is trying to remind us of something we already know but too often ignore: that human beings suffer when leaders choose force over compassion.

In these times, that message feels especially personal. So much of public life has become loud, defensive, and divided. Leaders posture. Governments threaten. People take sides before they take time to reflect. Against that background, Pope Leo’s repeated call for peace feels almost radical in its simplicity. He is asking for restraint, for dialogue, for the kind of courage that does not come from domination but from conscience.

What also strikes me is the tension in his message as an American pope speaking to an American administration under Donald Trump. There is something almost symbolic about that. He is not standing outside the country he was born into and criticizing it from a distance. He is speaking as one of us, yet from a higher moral ground. That gives his words weight. It makes them harder to dismiss.

I think that is why his voice lingers. It reminds me that peace is not a soft word. It is a demanding one. It asks us to resist the thrill of conflict and to think about the people who carry the burden when rhetoric turns into action. It asks leaders to remember that strength without mercy is not strength at all.

For me, this is where Pope Leo’s message becomes more than news. It becomes a kind of witness. In a season when the world seems too willing to rush toward confrontation, he is choosing to speak slowly, firmly, and with purpose. And that kind of voice is rare. It deserves to be heard.

Meanwhile, here's the AI Overview:Pope Leo, Trump, and the Moral Weight of Peace

In a world that often rewards volume over wisdom, Pope Leo XIV has offered something strikingly different: a steady, repeated call for peace. As the first American pope, he carries unusual symbolic power, and that makes his words about war, power, and human dignity especially resonant in the current moment.

What makes this moment especially notable is the tension between Pope Leo’s appeals and the posture of the Trump administration. Leo has urged leaders to “come back to the table,” reject war, and choose dialogue over force, while also criticizing threats that target whole populations as “truly unacceptable”.

A pope speaking as a peacemaker

Pope Leo’s Easter message was plain and urgent: peace should not be imposed by force, but pursued through dialogue. He told the world that those with the power to start wars should choose peace instead. That message is not abstract theology; it is a direct moral challenge to political leaders who speak casually about conflict.

He repeated that theme in later remarks, asking people of goodwill to reject violence and urging citizens to press their leaders to work for peace. In the language of the Vatican, this is pastoral. In the language of global politics, it is a rebuke.

The Trump factor

Pope Leo’s comments have landed in a moment when President Donald Trump is back in the White House, and his administration has taken a hard-edged tone on foreign policy and national power. Reports describe Leo’s criticism as directed at threats from the Oval Office, especially after Trump’s warnings toward Iran. That has sharpened the perception that the pope is willing to confront the American presidency when he believes moral boundaries have been crossed.

This matters because Leo is not just another religious voice. As an American pope, his criticism of U.S. power carries both symbolic force and spiritual credibility. He is speaking not as an outsider attacking America, but as an American moral authority asking his own country to remember restraint, compassion, and the limits of force.

Peace as a public witness

What stands out most is that Pope Leo is not offering peace as a vague ideal. He is linking it to the protection of children, the elderly, civilians, and ordinary families who suffer most when leaders choose escalation. That framing shifts peace from a diplomatic slogan to a human obligation.

His message also pushes back against the politics of dominance. When he says war must be rejected and dialogue pursued, he is challenging the idea that strength is measured by threats. In that sense, his words are not only religious but deeply political, because they ask what kind of civilization we want to be.

Why this moment matters

The image of a U.S.-born pope urging the American government toward peace is powerful because it reverses expectations. Usually, presidents speak in the language of power while religious leaders speak in the language of conscience. Here, Pope Leo seems determined to make conscience loud enough to be heard in Washington and beyond.

Whether the Trump administration listens is another question. But Pope Leo has already made his position clear: peace is not weakness, diplomacy is not surrender, and the measure of leadership is not how loudly one threatens, but how seriously one protects human life.

Rumors, circulates that Trump and the Pentagon has threatened the Pope for Speaking Against Trumps War in Iran. I hope it is not true. 

Trump’s admin literally threatened the Pope. He calmly continued to defy them. According to a bombshell report, Undersecretary of Defense Elbridge Colby called in Cardinal Christophe Pierre, the Vatican's representative to the U.S. , for what Vatican officials described as a "bitter lecture" in January.

Colby told the Cardinal: "The United States has the military power to do whatever it wants in the world. The Catholic Church had better take its side."

Then a US official in the room brought up the Avignon papacy. For anyone who doesn't know, that was a period in the 1300s when the French monarchy attacked Pope Boniface VIII, caused his death, and forced the entire papacy to relocate from Rome to France for decades.

Vatican officials saw the reference as a threat to use military force against the Holy See.

The United States government threatened the Pope. In the Pentagon. In a meeting that has no precedent in American history.

Waiting for the Moon Landing: Artemis II Mission Accomplished

Waiting for the Moon Landing: Artemis II Mission Accomplished 

In 1969, when Neil Armstrong stepped onto the Moon during the Apollo 11 Moon Landing, the world held its breath and then exhaled in awe. It was a moment that felt almost divine in its simplicity: we came, we saw, we touched the heavens.

And yet, here we are, more than half a century later, still waiting to return.

At first glance, that feels puzzling. In an age of smartphones, artificial intelligence, and instant communication, why does going back to the Moon seem so… delayed?💚

But as I reflect on it,  as a man who has lived long enough to see both the urgency of youth and the patience that comes with age, I realize: perhaps the delay is not a failure. Perhaps it is wisdom.

Today, under NASA’s Artemis program, the mission is no longer just to visit the Moon. It is to stay. To build. To prepare for something even greater -a journey to Mars, and beyond. This time, we are not planting flags. We are laying foundations.

That kind of ambition requires more than courage. It demands humility.

The technology itself reflects this shift. The powerful Space Launch System (SLS), the advanced Orion spacecraft, and the still-evolving Starship - these are not just machines. They are symbols of a new era, one where exploration is shared between nations and even private companies like SpaceX.

But even with all our modern brilliance, we are reminded of something profoundly human: progress takes time.

Spacesuits must be redesigned to withstand the Moon’s harsh dust. Systems must be tested and retested, because in space, there is no margin for error. Funding must be secured in a world where priorities constantly shift. And perhaps most challenging of all, nations and organizations must learn to work together, not in competition, but in cooperation.

In my own life, I have come to understand that waiting is not empty. Waiting is where meaning is often formed.

Whether in my years of service, my reflections since 2009 through writing, or in the quieter, more personal chapters of aging, I have learned that the most important journeys are rarely rushed. They unfold, slowly, deliberately, with setbacks that shape rather than stop us.

The Moon, in this way, becomes more than a destination. It becomes a mirror.

It reflects our impatience, yes but also our growth. It asks us: Are we ready, not just technologically, but collectively? Are we building something that will last, or simply repeating history for the sake of nostalgia?

There is something deeply comforting in knowing that even in an age of speed, humanity still pauses when the stakes are high. That we choose care over haste. That we are willing to wait, not because we have to, but because we understand why we should.

One day soon, humans will once again walk on the lunar surface. And when they do, it will not just be a triumph of engineering. It will be a testament to patience, to collaboration, and to the quiet strength of preparation.

And perhaps, as we watch that moment unfold, we will recognize something familiar within ourselves:

That the most meaningful steps we take whether on Earth or on the Moon are the ones we take only after we are truly ready.

For my readers around the world, may we all find purpose not only in our destinations, but in the waiting that prepares us for them.

Meanwhile, Photos Taken of Earth by Artemis II, 4-4-26

Earth’s two glowing crowns, captured from deep space by Artemis II crew

The Artemis II crew shared an incredible perspective of both the northern and southern auroral ovals simultaneously. This rare view shows the vibrant green emissions of energized particles stretching nearly 100 km into our thermosphere and ionosphere.

Zooming in reveals the sheer scale of these atmospheric light shows, dancing across the poles as the Orion spacecraft moves further toward the Moon. Seeing both "crowns" at once is a powerful reminder of the complex, living shield that protects our planet.

💚NASA has overhauled the Artemis program to accelerate the lunar landing schedule, with 

Artemis III (2027) now focused on a crewed low-Earth orbit docking test, followed by the first landing in 2028 via Artemis IV. The program aims to establish an annual cadence to build a lunar base by 2028. 

Artemis III (Mid-2027)

• Mission: Instead of landing, the mission will now act as a rehearsal for lunar landings, testing systems in low-Earth orbit.
• Objective: The crew will launch on the SLS (Space Launch System) rocketto test docking in orbit with a commercial lunar lander (SpaceX Starship or Blue Origin Blue Moon).
• Tests: The crew will test the new xEVA space suits and perform integrated checks on life support systems. 

Artemis IV (Early 2028) 

• Mission: This is slated to be the first crewed landing on the Moon since 1972.
• Objective: Astronauts will use a standardized SLS configuration to land at the lunar surface.
• Action: Crew will perform scientific studies and conduct at least two extravehicular activities (EVAs). 

Artemis V (Late 2028)

• Mission: The second crewed landing of 2028 and a key step in building an enduring lunar presence.
• Objective: Begin the construction of a permanent NASA Moon Base.
• Future: Followed by annual missions aimed at establishing a sustained human presence. 

The Artemis II marks humanity’s long awaited return to deep space exploration. For the first time in over five decades since Apollo 17, astronauts will travel beyond low Earth orbit on a 10-day journey around the Moon, signaling a major milestone in modern spaceflight.

Riding a 322-foot rocket, the crew will venture thousands of miles into space, perform a lunar flyby, and safely return to Earth with a planned splashdown in the Pacific Ocean. While the mission does not include a landing, it plays a critical role in testing life support systems, navigation, and operational readiness for future missions deeper into space.

Beyond its technical goals, Artemis II represents the beginning of a new era. With ambitions to establish a sustained human presence on the Moon and eventually reach Mars, this mission lays the foundation for the next chapter of human exploration beyond Earth.

The Artemis II mission is historic for a few key reasons:

First human mission to the Moon's far side: The mission marks the first time humans have traveled to the Moon's far side, which isn't visible from Earth.
First crewed mission beyond Earth's orbit in decades: Artemis II is the first crewed mission beyond Earth's orbit since the Apollo era, paving the way for future human space exploration.
Stepping stone for lunar surface return: The mission is a crucial step towards returning humans to the lunar surface, with Artemis II laying the groundwork for future missions.

These achievements make the Artemis II mission a significant milestone in space exploration.

What was the crew's emotional experience: Splash Down 4-10-26

The Artemis II crew's emotional experience was a mix of awe, wonder, and profound introspection. Here are some key aspects of their emotional journey 

Awe and Wonder: The crew described their experience as "awe-inspiring," "beautiful," and "impossible to fully describe with words." They were struck by the Earth from space, with Commander Reid Wiseman describing it as having "a great blue hue" and being "beautiful".
Emotional Tribute: The crew honored the late wife of Commander Reid Wiseman, Carroll, by naming a moon crater after her. This moment was particularly emotional, with Wiseman getting choked up and mission specialist Jeremy Hansen struggling to hold back tears.
Love and Devotion: Before splashdown, the crew expressed heartfelt messages to their families. Wiseman thanked his daughters for their support, while Christina Koch was touched by letters and drawings from her nieces and nephews. Pilot Victor Glover spoke about looking forward to supporting his 
children and encouraged young people to find joy and contribute positively.
Surreal Experience: Being cut off from humanity while behind the moon was described as "surreal" by Wiseman. The crew also witnessed a lunar eclipse, which they considered a rare privilege.
Profound Reflections: The crew's experience was not just about the thrill of space travel but also about introspection and appreciation for life on Earth. As William Shatner, who briefly traveled into space, put it, "The beauty isn't out there, it's down here, with all of us".

Welcome home, Reid, Victor, Christina and Jeremy. You returned humanity to the moon, and now you’re back safely on Earth. The four astronauts aboard NASA’s Artemis II mission splashed down at 8:07 p.m. Eastern time in the Pacific Ocean near San Diego on Friday, concluding their historic 10-day mission, the first to send humans around the moon in more than 50 years.